Sometimes it makes me laugh because I don’t have girlfriend. Sometimes I am jealous of my friends when they go dating to big shopping malls. Two years ago, on this date, situations forced me to give up love for the first time in my life. Some boys feel they need to love thousands of girls but a real man knows how to love one girl in a thousand ways. This happens at a young age because this is the 21st century, and it is odd for boys if they don’t love more than 5 girls. I am also a young guy. I have to think many times before using these words but I cannot stop myself because no one realizes until and unless he once fails in his life. Many of my friends might say, “This man is crazy” but I don’t care about them because I know the truth is always bitter. My hip hop and rock friends cannot realize the pain one feels to leave someone because of that blind god who always gives them whatever they want.
Its earth-shattering craziness that I fell in love with someone, and its gods curse that I lost someone in my life. Thank you for your sweet, kind heart and how can I forget to thank god that he lift you away from my life. Tell me where I made a mistake. Please don’t blame me. I had sacrificed everything for but you naughtily you sacrificed your life. It haunts every being in this world the fear of getting older but what a mess; this makes me happy. Those days will be wonderful days of my life. I am the man who wants to celebrate his last moment, it’s because of someone. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. People think I am good guy but they don’t know what a bastared I am who is stubborn and never tries to accept the truth. My friends, my guardians, my teachers see a smile on my face but my inner part, my heart never smiles because it is impossible to forget someone. Love in my life has left my whole life in confusion because I don’t have confidence in my life. It’s because of that small accident in my life. It causes disaster for me and I cannot stand on my own feet. Sometimes I cry the whole night and day, and pray to the blind god to give me freedom from this dirty and selfish world. I have heard where there is love there are miracles but it is not the truth. I request her to take me where she is, but she also became blind as the time passed. She taught me how to love, but not how to stop. You offer me love, I feel your feeling, my wisdom flows from the highest source, I salute that source in you.
So please blind god, “If you have got your eyes back take me where she is. And give me a chance to enjoy being with her. If you cannot take me there, please give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says all my love for you and second one say thanks for leaving me alone in this world. Bye never comes again in my life. Let me stay here with my hopeless life and I don’t need others guidance. You call it madness, but I call it love bye forever from my life. My life is like a vicious liquid so I am trying to abandon it. I always try to make everyone laugh though my eye lashes are dipped in tears. I am going to Mary that girl whom I have never kissed. Even as I am with this new creature of god I will try to make my life lonely. Its all my love for someone special.
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